I'm about to get a licking and I know it.
I can hear the chain whirring softly
As it spins on his hands.
White hot needles shoot through my shoulder
As the metal makes contact.
His voice, mocking and sharp
Comes to me across a great distance,
As if he's yelling to me from the top of a cliff.
I'd rather be somewhere else.
Anywhere else.
Floating over the clouds maybe,
Or sitting on a porch swing in summer
Eating my mother's blackberry pie,
Or even in school,
Taking a test.
Oh well.
Wishing won't get me there.
Time to face the music.
Sirens bleating,
Dogs barking,
Police calling back and forth.
Searching and searching
For a girl they won't find.
She can feel the gun against her side,
Burning her beneath her jacket,
Burning her with the knowledge
Of what she's just done.
Her eyes roam over the commotion
Happening under the streetlight
On the next block over,
Wondering when they'll knock on her parents' door
And ask about the dead boy.
She should get to bed
Before they come looking for her gun.
But she can't pull her eyes away.
It's the gun that did it,
A gun no one knows exists.
Sweet little Sarah,
The one who's class president,
Could never own a gun,
Classic novels residing next to teen fiction
A lamp shaped like the Eiffel tower for a girl who hates France
Yellow walls that were supposed to be blue
A cello gathering dust in the corner
An old black-and-white photograph of the grandfather she never met
A jewelry box all the way from Japan
A lava lamp that's almost never been used
Phrases and sayings taped to the walls
A giant teddy bear watches over the girl who's so mature
Music, ever-present
Black truck speeding down the street,
He said we were trying to keep up,
But it was a race.
He didn't notice how fast he was going,
But the cop did.
Fifty-five in a forty
Is what he stopped us for.
The back seat could hardly
Keep from laughing
As he appeared in the window.
Being on a mission trip
Was what saved us
Because apparently working for Jesus
Gets you off with a warning ticket.
The face of eternity has pretty features yet unfaithful eyes.
She'll give you a smile sweet as cotton candy,
But she'll stab you in the back as she does it.
She can't be trusted, this flighty headstrong creature,
But we can't help but be taken in by that pretty face.
We fall every time for those sweet words;
We jump for the promises, unaware that they're empty.
We want her, convince ourselves we need her,
And some of use will go to any lengths to get her
Only to find out, too late, that we've been deceived by that pretty face.
But in the end some of us will come to our senses.
Some of use will be lucky, or unlucky enough
To live t
These walls are closing in
And the pencils tango across the desks.
Lights, too bright,
Beat against my eyelids
As I try to catch some sleep
That just keeps running away.
The voice drones on,
Rumbling in the back of my mind
Like waves against the rocks.
And lights, too bright,
Drag me back to consciousness
For the fifth time today.
The world seems out of focus
When surrounded by these walls.
I can see freedom just outside
Asking me to come out and breath it in,
To jump out of this window
And chase it across the grass,
But lights, too bright,
Are there dragging me back.
The lights scorch us like a thousand suns,
And the pencils tango across the desks.
We can hear the air conditioner running,
But there isn't a breath of moving air.
Half of us are asleep
And the other half is trying to be.
The air tastes of sweat and bad breath
As Mrs. Thigman drones on at Jackson High School .
The room is dark and cool
It's the final inning and we're down three runs.
A buttload of insults rings across the field.
If the cows would stop watching our game
We might actually win this one.
The thick blanket of winter muffles laughter.
Brittany fells a tree with one dark look.
His smile breaks my heart.
Haley doesn't
I'm about to get a licking and I know it.
I can hear the chain whirring softly
As it spins on his hands.
White hot needles shoot through my shoulder
As the metal makes contact.
His voice, mocking and sharp
Comes to me across a great distance,
As if he's yelling to me from the top of a cliff.
I'd rather be somewhere else.
Anywhere else.
Floating over the clouds maybe,
Or sitting on a porch swing in summer
Eating my mother's blackberry pie,
Or even in school,
Taking a test.
Oh well.
Wishing won't get me there.
Time to face the music.
Sirens bleating,
Dogs barking,
Police calling back and forth.
Searching and searching
For a girl they won't find.
She can feel the gun against her side,
Burning her beneath her jacket,
Burning her with the knowledge
Of what she's just done.
Her eyes roam over the commotion
Happening under the streetlight
On the next block over,
Wondering when they'll knock on her parents' door
And ask about the dead boy.
She should get to bed
Before they come looking for her gun.
But she can't pull her eyes away.
It's the gun that did it,
A gun no one knows exists.
Sweet little Sarah,
The one who's class president,
Could never own a gun,
Classic novels residing next to teen fiction
A lamp shaped like the Eiffel tower for a girl who hates France
Yellow walls that were supposed to be blue
A cello gathering dust in the corner
An old black-and-white photograph of the grandfather she never met
A jewelry box all the way from Japan
A lava lamp that's almost never been used
Phrases and sayings taped to the walls
A giant teddy bear watches over the girl who's so mature
Music, ever-present
Black truck speeding down the street,
He said we were trying to keep up,
But it was a race.
He didn't notice how fast he was going,
But the cop did.
Fifty-five in a forty
Is what he stopped us for.
The back seat could hardly
Keep from laughing
As he appeared in the window.
Being on a mission trip
Was what saved us
Because apparently working for Jesus
Gets you off with a warning ticket.
The face of eternity has pretty features yet unfaithful eyes.
She'll give you a smile sweet as cotton candy,
But she'll stab you in the back as she does it.
She can't be trusted, this flighty headstrong creature,
But we can't help but be taken in by that pretty face.
We fall every time for those sweet words;
We jump for the promises, unaware that they're empty.
We want her, convince ourselves we need her,
And some of use will go to any lengths to get her
Only to find out, too late, that we've been deceived by that pretty face.
But in the end some of us will come to our senses.
Some of use will be lucky, or unlucky enough
To live t
These walls are closing in
And the pencils tango across the desks.
Lights, too bright,
Beat against my eyelids
As I try to catch some sleep
That just keeps running away.
The voice drones on,
Rumbling in the back of my mind
Like waves against the rocks.
And lights, too bright,
Drag me back to consciousness
For the fifth time today.
The world seems out of focus
When surrounded by these walls.
I can see freedom just outside
Asking me to come out and breath it in,
To jump out of this window
And chase it across the grass,
But lights, too bright,
Are there dragging me back.
The lights scorch us like a thousand suns,
And the pencils tango across the desks.
We can hear the air conditioner running,
But there isn't a breath of moving air.
Half of us are asleep
And the other half is trying to be.
The air tastes of sweat and bad breath
As Mrs. Thigman drones on at Jackson High School .
The room is dark and cool
It's the final inning and we're down three runs.
A buttload of insults rings across the field.
If the cows would stop watching our game
We might actually win this one.
The thick blanket of winter muffles laughter.
Brittany fells a tree with one dark look.
His smile breaks my heart.
Haley doesn't
I'm me, always. If you want to know exactly who me is, you'll have to get to know me. Even then you might not fully figure it out.
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Yup, I moved. This is no longer my main account, though I will be checking it every now and then. New account is ~PellyJay (https://www.deviantart.com/pellyjay) It's pretty empty now, but I'm going to be transferring over my fav deviations and maybe putting up some new stuff soon, so keep an eye out and if you get a watch from that account watch me back!
So, I'm thinking about switching to a new DA account with a better name and such. I'll probly be re-submitting some of my newer deviations, and when I do make the switch I'd post a link to the new account in a journal. I'll definitely do a new ID and icon and stuffs, but I'm just wondering if any of you watchers would be seriously opposed to the idea. It's not really a big deal, so chances are you don't care, but I figured I'd ask :shrug: